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I know nobody cares about me… and I also know nobody will help me if I ask for help. I just wanna die.

I don’t even know who to talk to about this, I’m alone in this fucked up world.

I always felt this way, since I was a little girl I wished I was dead. I’m weak, I’m stupid, I’m useless, I’m a waste of space and skin. I’m into college, doing something I don’t love, suffering a career I don’t like. My family can’t stand me, I’m not like them, I’m not a normal girl… I’m just… a girl who eats their food, breathes their air.

I’m unlovable too, there’s no man on this planet who could love such a disgusting creature. I’m ashamed of my own existance. I’m just nothing, I’m pure crap, I don’t deserve to be alive. I wish I’d never been born at all.

There’s no hope for me, all I can see in my future is pain, darkness and loneliness. 

Cross out everything you've done:

Had a beer. 

Smoked an entire cigarette.

Done drugs.

Write on a bathroom wall.

Read a George Orwell book.

Had a physical fight.

Used Twitter.

Listened to Lady Gaga. 

Been in a car accident.

Gotten suspended.

Gotten expelled.

Been allergic to something.

Got a computer virus.

Touched a real gun.

Had a dog.

Had a cat.

Been pregnant.

Camped out.

Swam in the ocean. 

Wore a bikini.

Driven a car. 

Been sent to the principal.

Ever liked someone.

Failed a class.

Failed a test.

Went to summer school.

Gotten worse than a D.

Gotten A’s, A’s and B’s.

Read an entire book. 

Recorded my own music. 

Had an xbox.

Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.

Wore fishnets.

Wore skinny jeans.

Hated someone.

Been cheated on.

Cheated on someone.

Worn makeup.

Lied to my parents about where I was going.

Had surgery.

Had my license.

Been to college.

Graduated high school.

Attempted suicide.

Self harmed.

Worn colored contacts.

Painted my nails black.

Broken someone’s heart.

Had my heart broken.

Cried for an hour straight.

Lost something very valuable.

Got separated from one of my parents as a kid.

Broken a bone.

Gotten stung by a bee/wasp.

Eaten something bad/expired.

Threw up from being so drunk.

Saw someone throw up from being so drunk.

Danced with someone of the opposite sex.

Owned an ipod.

Owned an iphone.

Fell for a best friend.

Went far away from home for more than a week.

Moved out.

Ran away.

Had food poisoning. 

Had a job.

Been fired.

Lied to a friend.

Lied to a family member.

Had a Facebook.

Posted a video on YouTube.

Started a rumor about someone.

Talked bad about someone.

Dropped out of school.

Deliberately failed a test.

Been skinny dipping.

Counted to a million.

Counted to a thousand.

Ate rabbit meat.

Ate duck meat.

Had fast food.

Been to Church.

Been to Canada.

Been married.

Had a divorce.

Broke a glass.

Hugged someone today.

Texted someone today. 

Received a phone call today.

Threw something out of the window.

Ignored a text from someone on purpose.

Had my feelings hurt by a friend and never told them.

Wish you were somebody else.

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